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So, i did some shows at comedy city in the past few days. Apparently one of my major downfalls is that i need more confidence when saying things. now, this is a little difficult for me, basically since i have been overweight all my life. In middle school and high school i had a total of four friends, one who backstabbed me when we got to high school. I had many enemies and just straight up bullies that poked at prodded at my patience and tolerance until I would blow up. Now, that about half my life, kinda took a major dent in my interactive process with other people, and for me to shake off over 12 years of low self esteem and complete lack of confidence...its kinda difficult.
But I have a solution, friends, i am talking to all of you. Help me with my confidence. If you are a guy, tell me know jealous of me you are, or say that if you were a chick, you would totally do me. And if you are a girl, build my confidence by just randomly making out with me of over the top flirting with me. Unless you are ugly. I mean, how is that supposed to make me feel good about myself if i just spend my time making out with ugos.
But I have a solution, friends, i am talking to all of you. Help me with my confidence. If you are a guy, tell me know jealous of me you are, or say that if you were a chick, you would totally do me. And if you are a girl, build my confidence by just randomly making out with me of over the top flirting with me. Unless you are ugly. I mean, how is that supposed to make me feel good about myself if i just spend my time making out with ugos.