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as much as i would like to believe in a thing called fate, I know that its not really true. But i can never be too sure. But, by god, when i want something to happen, never does it turn out the way I want. I know you might think, "thats life, thats the way things happen" But to tell you the truth, I am getting pretty fucking sick of it. Sure, I could save up money and buy things, make myself feel like I am a successful person if i really tried...but whats the point in that. I really couldnt give a shit about owning everything I want. Its just something to do while I keep moving on with my life. I buy video games and comics to entertain myself while things keep moving on. Moving on without me I guess. I would gladly give all my comics and movies and books away, just to have my one hope in life to come true. The sad thing is, that it shouldnt be that difficult of a solution to resolve. But like I said, it seems like fate has other plans for me...unless fate isnt real....then I am just plain ol' fucked.