Black Black Hearted Girl
I wish someone would take an axe and scalp me to keep the focus away from my bleeding heart.
Broke up with Joey. Bet you didn't see THAT one coming, right? Never would have thought that I would stay in a relationship more than a week, right?
Well, I did one better. This one lasted less than a year. But then again, how is that different from any of my other lovers?
I cheated again. What another fucking suprise.
Unfortunatly it was with someone I feel deeply for. But that's not news either.
Christ. I want to take a meat cleaver to my forehead and end the blubbering shit that keeps reoccuring whenever I feel emotion to another human. Whenever I feel lonely or needing touch or feeling. Not sex, just touch. On my shoulder, on my neck. Fuck. I could have a fucking android do that and be content for the rest of my fucking life.
Fuck relationships. Fuck them all to fucking hell. I fucking want love- why the fuck do you deprive me of it? Why is it that no one can see me in the light I see them? Why is it no one gives a flying fuck? I want to fucking jump a cliff everytime this happens. But I can't. There aren't any cliffs in Georgia.
Fucking Georgia, Fucking heart, Fucking love.
FUck you.
Broke up with Joey. Bet you didn't see THAT one coming, right? Never would have thought that I would stay in a relationship more than a week, right?
Well, I did one better. This one lasted less than a year. But then again, how is that different from any of my other lovers?
I cheated again. What another fucking suprise.
Unfortunatly it was with someone I feel deeply for. But that's not news either.
Christ. I want to take a meat cleaver to my forehead and end the blubbering shit that keeps reoccuring whenever I feel emotion to another human. Whenever I feel lonely or needing touch or feeling. Not sex, just touch. On my shoulder, on my neck. Fuck. I could have a fucking android do that and be content for the rest of my fucking life.
Fuck relationships. Fuck them all to fucking hell. I fucking want love- why the fuck do you deprive me of it? Why is it that no one can see me in the light I see them? Why is it no one gives a flying fuck? I want to fucking jump a cliff everytime this happens. But I can't. There aren't any cliffs in Georgia.
Fucking Georgia, Fucking heart, Fucking love.
FUck you.