Whisper thoughts into my skull, babe.
A lot of things have been happening. Guillotine Children is getting recorded, and we're finally a permanent band. I've started dating again. And it's with a person I never thought I'd really like. Rhys is a kind of guy who I feel comfortable with. I have a sense of "at ease" when I'm around him. One that I've been searching to find. I feel secure. I never felt secure, or even trusting. The kind of trust that takes a long time to gain just instantly happened with him. It's all happening so fast, and I'm only worried that we'll end up going through all the stages of a relationship too fast to enjoy it. But so far, I really am enjoying every second. I'm fucking happy, and I'm going to try my fucking damnest to be a better girlfriend. I've never been a good girlfriend. I want to start with him. Maybe there's hope for me afterall.
Alright.
This is enough.
New me starts now.
-:satere
Alright.
This is enough.
New me starts now.
-:satere