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Oh, and I forgot! I weighed in today at 189 lbs, which makes it official - 35 lbs lost since March 1st.
Its wierd though. I don't feel smaller. I still think of myself in the same way that I did when I started. I see my clothes getting looser all the time, but it still doesn't seem to make the impact on my psyche.
Though it was awful damn cool when Lindsay said I look like I'm about 150.
I'd really like to get new clothes, but with all the shows this month, I can't afford them yet. Which is too bad, I'd love to be wearing clothes that fit me when I see SpooN again.. just for kicks. The last time I saw him, I was about 250 lbs and wearing a size 20. Last time I saw Richard and Laura, I was 240 and wearing a size 18.
Which just reminds me how fucking long its been since I've seen them, and my other friends that I care alot about. And about how I've never even met some of my best friends, but I love them to death. When the hell are we gonna get a chance to get together? Hmmm? :)
Seriously though, I love every one you. My old friends from high school, my friends from DoN, and the new people that I've only recently met. But its all coming together for me, really making me realize how lucky I am that I have friends like this, whether I get to see them on a regular basis or not. I really am enjoying my life.
Take THAT, emo bitches :) I gotta go, Russ and Senta are on their way over.
Its wierd though. I don't feel smaller. I still think of myself in the same way that I did when I started. I see my clothes getting looser all the time, but it still doesn't seem to make the impact on my psyche.
Though it was awful damn cool when Lindsay said I look like I'm about 150.
I'd really like to get new clothes, but with all the shows this month, I can't afford them yet. Which is too bad, I'd love to be wearing clothes that fit me when I see SpooN again.. just for kicks. The last time I saw him, I was about 250 lbs and wearing a size 20. Last time I saw Richard and Laura, I was 240 and wearing a size 18.
Which just reminds me how fucking long its been since I've seen them, and my other friends that I care alot about. And about how I've never even met some of my best friends, but I love them to death. When the hell are we gonna get a chance to get together? Hmmm? :)
Seriously though, I love every one you. My old friends from high school, my friends from DoN, and the new people that I've only recently met. But its all coming together for me, really making me realize how lucky I am that I have friends like this, whether I get to see them on a regular basis or not. I really am enjoying my life.
Take THAT, emo bitches :) I gotta go, Russ and Senta are on their way over.