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Finally. I have a computer that WORKS. That won't freeze on me, and that has SPEAKERS.
Too bad it's not ACTUALLY mine. It's Mom's, but it IS in my name. I had the credit, she had the money. Stupid how this works, really.
Anyway. As far as life goes... well... I don't know.
It's not SO bad.
This online class is going to kill me, because I keep forgetting that there is shit due, and I have yet to actually sit down and listen to the DVD's that go with the material. I should really get on that.
I finished my FAFSA, and I took my loan exit interview, and I called MOHELA, and I'm going to UMSL tomorrow to talk to financial aid... and... I'm just basically waiting on money and transcripts. Everything else is up to the school.
The more I think about it, the more I need to get out of St. Louis. Something doesn't feel right about it, something doesn't quite fit with me.
Although, I can't lie, the weekend was kind of awesome. Except for the throwing up part. That was no good. Damn Everclear. Word to the wise: do NOT underestimate the power of Everclear.
Mom is thinking about moving back to Florida to be with my nieces, and I'm not sure how to feel about it. I may feel like I need to get out of the house, but really, if she leaves... I'm fucked. My only support will be Burgy. And while that's a definite plus, considering I didn't have her a year ago, I would miss Mom dearly. She is my personal therapist.
Checking up on Facebook today made me realize how many people in my [previous] life I miss. There are people that I haven't talked to in quite awhile that I need to put in face time with... they are good people to bounce ideas off of, and just chat with. Hmm.
My roots are growing in, I'm tired, I'm broke, and I just want a change of pace.
Reminder to me, and Burgy: BUY FATHER'S DAY CARDS.
...also, sadly, I think I'm finally ready to date again. Like, really date. I hate it. I hate the dating game, and yet I'm finally ready to play it.
Too bad it's not ACTUALLY mine. It's Mom's, but it IS in my name. I had the credit, she had the money. Stupid how this works, really.
Anyway. As far as life goes... well... I don't know.
It's not SO bad.
This online class is going to kill me, because I keep forgetting that there is shit due, and I have yet to actually sit down and listen to the DVD's that go with the material. I should really get on that.
I finished my FAFSA, and I took my loan exit interview, and I called MOHELA, and I'm going to UMSL tomorrow to talk to financial aid... and... I'm just basically waiting on money and transcripts. Everything else is up to the school.
The more I think about it, the more I need to get out of St. Louis. Something doesn't feel right about it, something doesn't quite fit with me.
Although, I can't lie, the weekend was kind of awesome. Except for the throwing up part. That was no good. Damn Everclear. Word to the wise: do NOT underestimate the power of Everclear.
Mom is thinking about moving back to Florida to be with my nieces, and I'm not sure how to feel about it. I may feel like I need to get out of the house, but really, if she leaves... I'm fucked. My only support will be Burgy. And while that's a definite plus, considering I didn't have her a year ago, I would miss Mom dearly. She is my personal therapist.
Checking up on Facebook today made me realize how many people in my [previous] life I miss. There are people that I haven't talked to in quite awhile that I need to put in face time with... they are good people to bounce ideas off of, and just chat with. Hmm.
My roots are growing in, I'm tired, I'm broke, and I just want a change of pace.
Reminder to me, and Burgy: BUY FATHER'S DAY CARDS.
...also, sadly, I think I'm finally ready to date again. Like, really date. I hate it. I hate the dating game, and yet I'm finally ready to play it.