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Oct 07, 2007 13:55

This weekend has been pretty strange, but amazing nonetheless. The formal at Maryville brought back a lot of memories of the high school mentality, and how much I hated it. It was still a good time though... putting on a dress for the first time in... a long time. Although, now I remember why I hate heels.

Jell-o spoonfuls are NOT a good idea. Stick with shots, make them in cups. We didn't have any, so we just made it like regular jell-o, and spooned it out. That, mixed with Circle of Death... crazy, but awesome. I met a lot of the girls on the floor... it felt really good be social. I miss that life, I miss the dorms. I miss having people around, all the time, to hang out with.

Yesterday was even better, since I never did go to work. I honestly wasn't feeling that great, but I wasn't ill. I was emotionally and mentally worn out. Kme and I came back to my house for a bit, then went to my aunt's to bake. I love baking, it makes everything in the world seem a little better. I feel like we (and by we, I mean Kme) cooked all day. We had breakfast for lunch, and then we made cupcakes, and then we made steak and potatoes for dinner. Sorry, my dear! But, it was still pretty awesome.

I'm really not sure what's going on, at the moment. So much has happened, and yet so little. I don't know where I fit anymore, or even if I'm supposed to. I don't know what my role is. I don't know that I should even have a role.

Ugh. This is hard, definitely, but I'm not giving up. I'm not going anywhere. Whatever my role, or title, or place is... I'm sticking around, I'm not leaving. I don't give up that easily.
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