Not Even Sure, But That's the Fun

Oct 21, 2018 01:38

There's so much good stuff here, it's quite the find. It's really to a depth that is breathtaking, as a fan of myself in increasingly rare reflection. There's a hunger here through the years flailing against apathy that I can now only... take inventory of.

Young thoughts. Early marriage thoughts. Personal discovery. A half transcribed collection of early 20's paint on canvas swipes.
Beacons.

One serious element of it is that I wonder if it didn't all smolder out... it was through triangles in 2014 I think. Those were back still in the cigarette years, and like on Meadowcrest, I had a garage triangle that I walked. Maybe it was then I applied the mute button. I made good excuses for myself, but hey, who's asking? What's still down there that glows?

Any single post does not age well... it's to a stage where you don't want to share any generalization without a disclaimer about taking any statement without intention, which is never provided in format. Eventually you're just shouting out loud for... your own benefit... it's why I've never contributed. And what makes reflection tough.

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I'll be picking up pieces for a little bit. But I believe it still does exist.
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