I seem to be having bad luck all of a sudden!

[inzomniak]

I have been having the worst day...well yesterday, today's not all that much better! So yesterday, I tried to clean up the mess I made with Sandra (I'm such an idiot) eh, it didn't seem to work, but she still loves me and I'm thankful for that (don't ever change)! So, all depressed and ready for work, I go outside to find that my truck has been taken away thanks to "somebody" not doing what we agreed on...I guess the old sayings right, you can't trust everybody, not even your own kids mother! So for some reason I call her and tell her the great news, she responds with..."how did they find where it was?" They probably found out where my mail was going (note to self...P.O. Boxes can come in handy)! I asked her to help me out, since she didn't have to work...let me use her car, what a hassle that was, I got everything but a simple "sure no problem!" To top that off she made me feel even shittier then I was already feeling! So eventually I get to work, and the Mega Bitch owner of the company gives us all the reaming of all reamings, what sucked about that is, most of it was for shit that has been going on before I even started working there...how do I fit in with all this reaming? I guess that's what happens when you become part of a team! The ending result was, one of the cooler people got fired which really sucked, and it some how caused us to have to be at work until 2:30 in the morning! I had to be up at 7:30 to bring the car back so she could go to work, and now my mother and my grandmother are going to give me some help with finding another car to get me around in! I could really use some Sandra medicine...but the pain never ends, her fucking phone got disconnected, why is my life like this? If you didn't love me, I wouldn't know what to do! Life was a little easier when I gave up and stopped caring, now that I have you, and I give a shit...welcome back to reality! I need to hold you, and feel your love, I miss you!

Have a great day everyone!