Someone please explain this to me
I was reading some old entries and began thinking about how strange it is that people move in and out of your life in the matter of a few short years. Some of the people that meant the most to me a few years ago, even just last year, are now barely a part of my life. Some of the people that I once thought I could never live without don't even have any contact with me anymore. I once relied on these people more than anyone else, and now they seem to be nothing more than memories. How is it possible to care so deeply about someone and then have it just stop? It just baffles me.
It is a never ending circle. Right now, there are people that I really rely on to get me through life. One person in particular comes to mind and I haven't even known her a year. Yet, I feel like she knows me better than many and I don't know what I'd do without her. But will she still be a part of my life one year from now? I honestly don't know. How does life decide who gets to stay and who has to leave? I've been friends with some people for most of my life, and others were only here for a mere year or two. There never seems to be any reason for the end, it just comes. I don't understand.
It is a never ending circle. Right now, there are people that I really rely on to get me through life. One person in particular comes to mind and I haven't even known her a year. Yet, I feel like she knows me better than many and I don't know what I'd do without her. But will she still be a part of my life one year from now? I honestly don't know. How does life decide who gets to stay and who has to leave? I've been friends with some people for most of my life, and others were only here for a mere year or two. There never seems to be any reason for the end, it just comes. I don't understand.