Confused
I wanted to know what was going to happen this semester at school and I have found out. The same old things with about the same old stories, but a few things are different. I am still friends with all that I had last year but a few a feel a bit different towards do to certain events that have ether just happened or have been biulding up. the change is it seems a though no matter how much "growing up" there is to do you still feel like nothing at all has changed.
Does this mean that there is more to grow up on or just that you dont care cause you had it in you all along to be this mature. Yes I know that I am not mature most of the time to thoughs that may read this and think that I am trying to out put that I am, but Im just saying to me nothing has changed to the point of a big enlightenment. I feel as though I was closer the other way then I am now but I know that If I don't "Grow up" then I will lose that, that means alot to me AKA friends and some family.
I have been told once to lose the people that are not grown up in the eyes them maybe even many, but to me we all have something to grow up in may it be the fact that you have a disability or that you just dont want to put up with the people that you should want to help, or even if they are just overly blunt and obvious with their ways and they need to know when to shut up. But this is only a list of a few problems I notice. They mean nothing to me. So what they are things to work on and maybe things that make others go away but not this person, for some reason I stay with out noing why. But now i ask you the fact of growing up is just a thing that people may betray as matureity when in reality it is the ability to cope with what life throws at you or can through at you. Thats grown up. I hate to think that some people who might read this, may think that i am placing a restriction on things cause i am not.
Matureity itself is just knowing when to look at life in a whole and live with the fact that you can only listen or trust thoughs that you are even with maybe at some level. And to me Maturity is dealing even with them that you can not stand to be around or dislike you run into alot them it how you understand others and the different levels of life that matureity flows, just like a video game has levels so does life itself.
but my confusion grows with everything begining the same again, can anyone truly define maturity and what it means to be "Grow up" or will these too nd up like the word "Love" and have many, many meanings?
Love you all,
Edward
Does this mean that there is more to grow up on or just that you dont care cause you had it in you all along to be this mature. Yes I know that I am not mature most of the time to thoughs that may read this and think that I am trying to out put that I am, but Im just saying to me nothing has changed to the point of a big enlightenment. I feel as though I was closer the other way then I am now but I know that If I don't "Grow up" then I will lose that, that means alot to me AKA friends and some family.
I have been told once to lose the people that are not grown up in the eyes them maybe even many, but to me we all have something to grow up in may it be the fact that you have a disability or that you just dont want to put up with the people that you should want to help, or even if they are just overly blunt and obvious with their ways and they need to know when to shut up. But this is only a list of a few problems I notice. They mean nothing to me. So what they are things to work on and maybe things that make others go away but not this person, for some reason I stay with out noing why. But now i ask you the fact of growing up is just a thing that people may betray as matureity when in reality it is the ability to cope with what life throws at you or can through at you. Thats grown up. I hate to think that some people who might read this, may think that i am placing a restriction on things cause i am not.
Matureity itself is just knowing when to look at life in a whole and live with the fact that you can only listen or trust thoughs that you are even with maybe at some level. And to me Maturity is dealing even with them that you can not stand to be around or dislike you run into alot them it how you understand others and the different levels of life that matureity flows, just like a video game has levels so does life itself.
but my confusion grows with everything begining the same again, can anyone truly define maturity and what it means to be "Grow up" or will these too nd up like the word "Love" and have many, many meanings?
Love you all,
Edward