Jul 11, 2005 18:10
things are going so great that i've been practically waiting for something [or everything] to go completely wrong. i'm so used to having nothing that now that i have something, i'm just waiting for it to be taken away. as i was thinking about this, i realized how completely retarded i am. i have something absolutely amazing, something that i'd die if i lost, something that nobody can take away from me because it's intangible. and i wouldn't let anyone take it away regardless.
fuck you if you're not going to be glad that i'm happy. fuck you if you're going to hold a grudge against me. and fuck you if you want to take away my happiness. the summer is fucking mine and i'm taking every advantage possible. i'm happy and not a single one of you motherfuckers is going to take that away from me.
PAYCE!