You said you loved it more than ever.
It's 18 days until I head out to California. Just a little over two weeks and I'm completely enthralled about it. It's hopefully going to be one of the better times of my life, and a deciding factor of where I live for a good part of my life.
I've spent a lot of time thinking about my life lately. What I wished I could change. There's been a good deal of that. Everything from regrets with my education to my job and dumb mistakes involving both, to a girl which most of you wouldn't realize I thought about a good portion of the day. But as we all know none of this will ever change. Maybe due to limiting circumstances or my own cowardice so say it. Whatever the case, it's usually my fault.
There's been a couple things in my life recently that have been changes
- I joined a gym to get back into shape.
- I've applied for more jobs than I care to think about, and have had more in person or over the phone interviews that have yet to successfully yield any results.
- I hopefully have a second and third meeting with t-mobile which will hopefully lead to a new job.
- I'm going to start looking for a new residency, either on the East Coast or West, hopefully not somewhere in between the two.
- I've had the fascination with reflection that gives me the feeling everything is falling apart, and I don't know what to do with myself.
I guess that's about it. I haven't updated in about a month, but now you all see why.
I've spent a lot of time thinking about my life lately. What I wished I could change. There's been a good deal of that. Everything from regrets with my education to my job and dumb mistakes involving both, to a girl which most of you wouldn't realize I thought about a good portion of the day. But as we all know none of this will ever change. Maybe due to limiting circumstances or my own cowardice so say it. Whatever the case, it's usually my fault.
There's been a couple things in my life recently that have been changes
- I joined a gym to get back into shape.
- I've applied for more jobs than I care to think about, and have had more in person or over the phone interviews that have yet to successfully yield any results.
- I hopefully have a second and third meeting with t-mobile which will hopefully lead to a new job.
- I'm going to start looking for a new residency, either on the East Coast or West, hopefully not somewhere in between the two.
- I've had the fascination with reflection that gives me the feeling everything is falling apart, and I don't know what to do with myself.
I guess that's about it. I haven't updated in about a month, but now you all see why.