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Well as of today last year I had my first panic attack, which also led to other banner events
-I sat reclined in my mother's car basically comatose for an hour while she discussed with my doctor what had happened that morning
-I was prescribed vallium to help cope on my more stressfull days. I only used it once and ended up quitting my job at Target.
-For the first time in my life, the thought crossed my head that I was afraid to leave my home. Before hand I had applied to schools as far as Massachusetts Pittsburgh and Chicago, but afterwards feared leaving the only place I've ever known. I suppose it was probably for the best, because i was only interested in Massachusetts because Julia resided there. Pittsburgh sucks and Chicago wouldn't have been worth it.
-I bought my first ipod. Which in turn led me down a path of computer geekness that I still follow today.
Not that any of this actually matters. I just thought I'd share.
-I sat reclined in my mother's car basically comatose for an hour while she discussed with my doctor what had happened that morning
-I was prescribed vallium to help cope on my more stressfull days. I only used it once and ended up quitting my job at Target.
-For the first time in my life, the thought crossed my head that I was afraid to leave my home. Before hand I had applied to schools as far as Massachusetts Pittsburgh and Chicago, but afterwards feared leaving the only place I've ever known. I suppose it was probably for the best, because i was only interested in Massachusetts because Julia resided there. Pittsburgh sucks and Chicago wouldn't have been worth it.
-I bought my first ipod. Which in turn led me down a path of computer geekness that I still follow today.
Not that any of this actually matters. I just thought I'd share.