I think that I'll feel better if I scream...

[inyoureyes831]

I'm so stressed out about everything. Chris came home on Wed. for good. He wasn't going back to work. Some stuff happened and he just wants to be with me. He misses me so much. I was trying to talk him into going back but it just wasn't working. He didn't want to go back. The only way that I could figure out a way for everyone to be happy is if we got an apartment in Winchester. So I called my dad and he said that he'd look around. There's this one that we like. It's nice and in a good neighborhood but it's $700 a month. But we figured it all out and we make enough to do it. Chris makes at least $1000 a month by himself. We agreed that if he just paid the rent, that I would pay the other bills. I'm probably going to get a job at Ruby Tuesday or somewhere, because you make a shit pile of tips. So Chris agreed to go back to dad's tomorrow so he can save some money for our apartment. Plus my dad will probably help us out.

And not to mention everything else, I start school back on Monday. It sucks. I have a million things to do. I like that I only have school on Mon., Tues., and Wed. I just don't know how I'm going to do all of this. Jess, Heather, and Jo said that I could stay with them on those days so that I don't have to travel as much.

I found out that my aunt is pregnant at 43!! That's so crazy. It's dangerous to have a baby at that age. So my cousin and her mom are pregnant at the same time. It's so Jerry Springer! Haha just kidding guys.

I kind of feel left out of some things. I don't know. I'm stupid.

I guess everything will work out... we'll see.