Oct 08, 2004 23:20
Well another day another practice,another practice another F,another F another lecture.That seems the way my life has been heading but I think this year I'm gonna start trying at school.I'm starting tonight by use correct puncutation and trying my best to spell.Hopefully I be able to go to BG with my Poqo homies cause my other friends staright up left.Not my problem.I need to find a place to get a pedicure.I also need to go to walmart and buy a life.I heard theyre having a sale.Today sucked, felt like a half day up to the point where I had practice.I did good at practice but I totally wasn't concentrated.I've been thinking about how many years I've wasted, slacking off, liking guys, going for people I know theres no way in hell they'll notice me, beleiving rumors, worrying about what I look like and how I dress, who really gives a shit anymore.Tired of people making fun of my ideas.On monday I think I'm just like not gonna talk. I wish we had SYG on sunday so I could go talk to Angela(my youth minster) about all this.She would totally understand.
Every night I sit down and pray
Thank you for giving me my life everyday
Thanks for helping me and being there
I hope that everyone realizes
That I
Have a bomb
About to go off inside
I feel it
I feel it yeah...yeah
That I
Have bomb
About to go off inside
Thanks for letting me
Thanks for letting me live...yeah
Every night I sit down and pray
Thank you for all the stuff that I did today
Even if it was bad or not
You realize that I'm your daughter almighty God
I have a bomb
about to go off inside
I feel it
I feel it ticking yeah
That I
Have a bomb about to go off inside
Thanks for letting me
Thanks for letting me live..yeah
When you judge others
When you Hurt eachothers tender hearts
When you set me off
When you hear song
You better run
I have a bomb
About to go off inside
Yes I do
All the pain is hurting
my eyes
And I
am sick of this
And I am sick of you
Hopefully you'll realize
That it's you
Your'e hurting too
I have a bomb
About to go off inside
Have a bomb that's ticking everytime I cry
Have a bomb when those tears fall to Him
His sacrfice
Lives within me
Everynight...
Everyday.....
You are living....
more for me.......yeah
~That was on the heat of the moment please don't ake it unless you put my name on it thanks!