let this go.
its finally 2006. i can't believe it. how has the time flown by so quickly? it seems like seriously yesterday when we were baby freshman and 2006 and GRADUATION seemed so ridiculously far away. and now its here and i want time to slow down. everything good is going by too quickly. i dont want may or june to come as quickly as i know they will. i'm learning to be thankful in the midst of circumstances because not only is Jesus always always with me, he is blessing me and giving me the PRECIOUS gift of time. even through the hard times i have been blessed overwhelmingly with laughter, companionship, and safety. these times are golden, no matter where you are at in life. be thankful!
jesus really keeps me on my toes. his faithfulness and perseverance with me are unfathomable. everytime i turn back to him, it blows my mind that he still loves me with a pure and furious love. if we could only dream of loving others in the way that he loves us it would bless us so much. although giving jesus my all, living fully, completely, and totally for him and his purpose is HUGE, nothing outside of that is of any importance. it's so hard to wrap my stubborn will around that, but i am confident that he has begun a good work in me and will continue it.
i think that the new year feels good. its so fresh and new and full of opportunity. i'm so blessed. especially by the people around me.
its all about beating hearts baby.