Jun 13, 2004 16:05
i demanddddd to go OUT THIS LONG WEEKEND!!!! ahhh im soo annoyed. tomorrow my whole family is going to some doctor thingyyy and i think i have to tag along. ahh wellll. uhh....what else?
the baby love ♥ is too cute for wordsss. i think im gona cry when it leaves. bought High Fidelity on dvd yesterday, along with a new dvd all together soooo rawkkkk. :) me happy.
ray charlesss is dead. ma friend nick told me a couple of days ago but i never realli knew who ray charles wus so i wus like "meh"....but then i saw it on the news and i wus like "omg" *shocked and scared face*.Ray Charles may u rest in peace.
hmmm. last night nothing much happened. im feeling very unsocial, but who realli cares. last night i talked to katie for like 2 hours and it wus coooool cus we basicallly analyzed evrything thats going on right now, which we do alot these days.
i think we're both going through a stage where we dont realli care wut ppl think about us. well sure we CARE whether ppl we know and respect think we're the scum of the earth,....bcus it basically is impossible to have no self respect, except we know when to draw the line and to not base our actions on what ppl might think about us. its stupid and ridiculous. for example, i know im not a slut. no one has ever called me a slut (well....not reali meant it) but if someone did it would just show how sad THAT person is.yeah i kno im rambling now...so i'll shut up. all im saying is that i just dont give a fuck anymore. if i like sumone i'll tell them, if i hate someone i'll tell them. im not going to bother pretending to be friends with someone and deal with their drama's when i dont realli care. because in the end...this is as hard as it gets.