Weirdness.
MY HOROSCOPE for Scorpio(for May,as told by InStyle Magazine):
Decisions, decisions. This month personal matters, romantic or otherwise, beckon. Resist the urge to put others first, and consider your own needs this time. You may have been riding a love roller coaster, but an important question about commitment will be resolved around the 11th. At the end of May take stock of your spending habits and reassess everything, from your summer-shoe allowance, to your mortgage.
This really creeped me out (minus the whole mortgage thing, although I do need to watch my spending on a summer wardrobe!). This is all because...I almost broke up with Cole TWICE this week. I can't really take it anymore. I am NOT Theresa, and never will be. I didn't break his heart, I'm not crazy, and I would never tell anyone he was going to kill my family (unless for some reason he did). I understand holding grudges against your exes, but HELL holding them against your new significant other just isn't working out for me. I'm NOT allowed to talk about getting married, I'm NOT allowed to talk about kids, I'm NOT even allowed to talk about what we might do over summer vacation because "we might not be together then." Serious commitment issues much?
I can't stand that people in PUBLIC tell him he's being an asshole to me, and having me break down, tell him I can't do this anymore, have him talk me out of it, tell me he's going to "try" and then does for about...oh 15 minutes. One minute he's amazing the next he's pissed off because I checked my MYSPACE!!!! DEAR GOD THE HORROR! I'm so stressed out!!
I have loved this boy through so much, for example, some simple equations:
NO JOB + NO CAR + NO MONEY + LIVES WITH HIS PARENTS AGAIN = DUI
DUI = ME PAYING FOR DATES + ME DRIVING EVERYWHERE FOR THE PAST YEAR + US NEVER GOING ON A REAL DATE
Yet I didnt' care, who needs privacy, dates, cars, or jobs. Not ME! I'm not a gold digger, even though I have rather expensive tastes, I just want a boyfriend to LOVE me! Is that hard to ask for? JESUS!
A MONTH ago FINALLY!!! He got his license back, and yet I still find myself driving everywhere, we STILL haven't gone out on a real date, and he ditches me more than ever because it's not up to me to pick his sorry ass up, and drop him off at his friends like his mother anymore.
I deserve a LITTLE respect don't I?!?!?
I need help now more than ever, I feel that this is a decision I SHOULD be able to make myself, but I'm so blinded right now.
I love him, but is that enough?
Decisions, decisions. This month personal matters, romantic or otherwise, beckon. Resist the urge to put others first, and consider your own needs this time. You may have been riding a love roller coaster, but an important question about commitment will be resolved around the 11th. At the end of May take stock of your spending habits and reassess everything, from your summer-shoe allowance, to your mortgage.
This really creeped me out (minus the whole mortgage thing, although I do need to watch my spending on a summer wardrobe!). This is all because...I almost broke up with Cole TWICE this week. I can't really take it anymore. I am NOT Theresa, and never will be. I didn't break his heart, I'm not crazy, and I would never tell anyone he was going to kill my family (unless for some reason he did). I understand holding grudges against your exes, but HELL holding them against your new significant other just isn't working out for me. I'm NOT allowed to talk about getting married, I'm NOT allowed to talk about kids, I'm NOT even allowed to talk about what we might do over summer vacation because "we might not be together then." Serious commitment issues much?
I can't stand that people in PUBLIC tell him he's being an asshole to me, and having me break down, tell him I can't do this anymore, have him talk me out of it, tell me he's going to "try" and then does for about...oh 15 minutes. One minute he's amazing the next he's pissed off because I checked my MYSPACE!!!! DEAR GOD THE HORROR! I'm so stressed out!!
I have loved this boy through so much, for example, some simple equations:
NO JOB + NO CAR + NO MONEY + LIVES WITH HIS PARENTS AGAIN = DUI
DUI = ME PAYING FOR DATES + ME DRIVING EVERYWHERE FOR THE PAST YEAR + US NEVER GOING ON A REAL DATE
Yet I didnt' care, who needs privacy, dates, cars, or jobs. Not ME! I'm not a gold digger, even though I have rather expensive tastes, I just want a boyfriend to LOVE me! Is that hard to ask for? JESUS!
A MONTH ago FINALLY!!! He got his license back, and yet I still find myself driving everywhere, we STILL haven't gone out on a real date, and he ditches me more than ever because it's not up to me to pick his sorry ass up, and drop him off at his friends like his mother anymore.
I deserve a LITTLE respect don't I?!?!?
I need help now more than ever, I feel that this is a decision I SHOULD be able to make myself, but I'm so blinded right now.
I love him, but is that enough?