Why everything's just so hard
You know what's so hard about me trying to do anything creative around here? Since my old computer crashed, I lost everything, pretty much. I lost some of my artwork that I was working on while I was so in to it... then it's all gone. Not until a few months after, that I got a new computer. But then.... it's a new, empty computer. I didn't have anything of mine on it. My Photoshop been bare for the longest time and it's so frustrating. I also have to share my computer with my daughters since they also like to use it from time to time. My eldest is now also really in to creating wallpapers in PS and editing photos etc.
I don't get much time to do fun things on here anymore. When I do, I'm totally blank. I have no inspiration or anything to be creative. All I end up doing is browsing around the net for stuff to download.
And my gawd, my two youngest kids have been NIGHTMARES for awhile now. They just don't seem to be able to leave each other alone. They love to play together but at the same time they absolutely love to taunt each other and fight. I almost just lost it with those two, tonight. My youngest, Zoey, decided to bite Zach's finger because he pushed her. It was bed time and I'd been trying to make them go to sleep for the last hour and a half. That really pissed me off that even right now I feel like my chest is about to burst.. GOD!! *screams*
Zoey is starting Kindy this year.. two days a week, only. Not much I can do, but at least I get two days of peace with nothing distracting me to do whatever I need to do around the house. At least now I have those set days where I can completely clean the house and enjoy it all cleaned for a few hours. Oh I can not wait until the time when they won't have time to make much mess around here. You think that will ever happen? Probably not....
There's a big bush fire that's been going since this morning, maybe about (15-20 minutes drive) from where I live. And it's been hell windy all day. I don't know if it's going to settle soon or get worse. I've been watching the news. So far they said there are about 40-60 houses destroyed/damaged. With the windy situation out there, I don't know if we're safe... I could see the orange sky where the fire's going from the front of my house.
I can only hope they'll manage to kill it soon. Too much disasters has happened all around Australia in the last 3-4 weeks alone. I don't know what to think of it. Not long ago I thought that we're probably in one of the safest places in this world.. but huh, I guess something always happens to get to everyone, everywhere...
I hope all of you are well and happy. Oh, and before I forget... THANK YOU so much to those of you who posted birthday messages for me on your journals on my birthday a few weeks ago. Really, really sweet of you! *HUGS*
Love,
~Thia
I don't get much time to do fun things on here anymore. When I do, I'm totally blank. I have no inspiration or anything to be creative. All I end up doing is browsing around the net for stuff to download.
And my gawd, my two youngest kids have been NIGHTMARES for awhile now. They just don't seem to be able to leave each other alone. They love to play together but at the same time they absolutely love to taunt each other and fight. I almost just lost it with those two, tonight. My youngest, Zoey, decided to bite Zach's finger because he pushed her. It was bed time and I'd been trying to make them go to sleep for the last hour and a half. That really pissed me off that even right now I feel like my chest is about to burst.. GOD!! *screams*
Zoey is starting Kindy this year.. two days a week, only. Not much I can do, but at least I get two days of peace with nothing distracting me to do whatever I need to do around the house. At least now I have those set days where I can completely clean the house and enjoy it all cleaned for a few hours. Oh I can not wait until the time when they won't have time to make much mess around here. You think that will ever happen? Probably not....
There's a big bush fire that's been going since this morning, maybe about (15-20 minutes drive) from where I live. And it's been hell windy all day. I don't know if it's going to settle soon or get worse. I've been watching the news. So far they said there are about 40-60 houses destroyed/damaged. With the windy situation out there, I don't know if we're safe... I could see the orange sky where the fire's going from the front of my house.
I can only hope they'll manage to kill it soon. Too much disasters has happened all around Australia in the last 3-4 weeks alone. I don't know what to think of it. Not long ago I thought that we're probably in one of the safest places in this world.. but huh, I guess something always happens to get to everyone, everywhere...
I hope all of you are well and happy. Oh, and before I forget... THANK YOU so much to those of you who posted birthday messages for me on your journals on my birthday a few weeks ago. Really, really sweet of you! *HUGS*
Love,
~Thia