Apr 12, 2005 16:13
truthfully... i think i ma little hurt! i shouldnt be because i barley knew him but i trusted him.. he made me happy instantly he was funny, swwet,yet cocky at times, and just plain fun.. ya well he got wat he wanted and is done with me! yay! i must say i FUCKED UP this time! why canti just realize it before i t happens? why do i always go for the guys who cant givem e wat i want or the ones who can but end up being assholes? UGH i love Tum-Tum so i wont let it stop me from hanging out over tehre it will jsut be friendly contact nothing more! yay! hmmmmmmm.... i must say Tum-tum has been very sweet abotu the situation and so has Jonathan that makes me feel so much better to know his own brothers even see how mean he has been and how hurtful he is! he says he doesnt want ot hurt me ya thats the biggest bullshit i ever heard! UGH!
Well..... me and Tum Tum had kids last night!! haha fun times we bought fish and named them Moo&Oink! hehe there so cute! then we hung out wid melly they amde potatoes the n we all got ice cream... went ot my house nad melly flew around being Super Melody! hahaha we had fun! hen i drove around thinking then i came home and slept~ yay!
Life is so confusing!