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my christmas wish is for the ability to finally fucking cry about this. one night, to actually feel more than the slight bubble of tears, to actually let more than a stray one here and there woosh down my face. one night, to fucking sob until my nose is completely clogged with snot. except not tonight, as i have to work in the morning.
(remember kaitlin: being screwed up is not the only way to be interesting, it's just the easiest.)