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It's so early still, it feels like i've been up forever, and it should be like 8:00 at night.
I actually talked to James on the phone for a little while today. Him and Shanee are both moving/ moved now. It's kinda sad.
Bruce never really gets any better. They left me with Brandi today, without asking if i had any plans, they just expected me to watch her. When i told Bruce i wanted to stay at Katie's tonight, he tried saying that me and Brandi shouldn't see her until she can get her life together, but i think hes still allowing me to leave with her today, just how are u gonna tell me i can't see my own flesh and blood, you aren't my father. i hate him so much sometimes. i know hes done a lot for this family...financially wise, and was there when my real father was not, but i assume not have a father, then have a mentally abusing prick such as himself.
I am bored. man im always bored when i write a journal entry.oops ^_^
This song depresses me, cause it reminds me of someone...since like he related this song to our breakup or whatever. "whats done is done and thats the way it had to be..." *sigh*
I feel so blah right now.
<3 shanna
I actually talked to James on the phone for a little while today. Him and Shanee are both moving/ moved now. It's kinda sad.
Bruce never really gets any better. They left me with Brandi today, without asking if i had any plans, they just expected me to watch her. When i told Bruce i wanted to stay at Katie's tonight, he tried saying that me and Brandi shouldn't see her until she can get her life together, but i think hes still allowing me to leave with her today, just how are u gonna tell me i can't see my own flesh and blood, you aren't my father. i hate him so much sometimes. i know hes done a lot for this family...financially wise, and was there when my real father was not, but i assume not have a father, then have a mentally abusing prick such as himself.
I am bored. man im always bored when i write a journal entry.oops ^_^
This song depresses me, cause it reminds me of someone...since like he related this song to our breakup or whatever. "whats done is done and thats the way it had to be..." *sigh*
I feel so blah right now.
<3 shanna