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THE RULES:
1. write something about 15 different people.
2. you can not say who they are.
3. if someone asks you which one is about them, you can not tell!
(and btw if u think its about you. you should ask me, and maybe i'll break some rules)
1. You have so many problems, i wish i could just pick you up and save you and help you. but my love for you in so deep, the littliest things you say can hurt me, even if they arent intended to.i think u have the most amazing mind.
2. I still love you. i don't truly know if i'll ever be over you. i still get butterflies from you, you really really hurt me. i never have felt for someone what i felt for you...
3. You've been my best friend for so long, weve grown closer through the years. it's funny how jealous we get of each other. you've been there through thick and thin. you're basically like a sister. and even though i worry about you, i trust that you can make your own decisions :)someitmes i feel like i should be a better friend to you.
4. one of my bestest friends, you are such a unique person. but we are also a lot alike about things.you can be really cold, and hurt me a lot at times, but i know u don't mean it. you are a beautiful person inside and out. i will miss u imensely if u go away ...
5. i was so happy when i met you at SCC last year i know we don't really EVER hang out, but when i did or have hung out with you, i had a lot of fun.u are seriously one of my greatest friends, and i tell u a lot. and you say some of the CRAZIEST things, but i still love you.
6. It's funny how long ive known you,you have soo many problems, you are so unstable, and thats what scared me. we had our little thing over the summer, and well i felt really close to you during that time. u were one of the only people that i could say i loved, but completely forbid myself from ever being with, as sad as it may be that nothing can ever happen. it CANNOT.
7. For awhile there you were one of my best friends. one thing happens, and i dont talk to you for like 4 months or so. i miss u and thought about you a lot during that time. everyone thought we were each other which would bother me, but it was kinda funny.we would have so much fun, talking about everything and anything. i just want all the bullshit to end.
8. you always are surprising me, and god u are sooo confusing. i find you really attractive, so its hard to refuse sometimes. i just hate playing games, and feel like im being played. but something would seriously be missing without you...
9. The one time i hung out with you alone, i had a lot of fun, and literally i didnt have any awkward moments with you. i think you are like the nicest guy EVER, and i wish i knew what i felt for you, and how i could tell you. i wanna see you more than at the mall, and i wanna know you.
10. When you came into my life, i was so surprised by how much u actually liked me, and how nice u were. i had fun with you for the most part, but u never tried,and you care way to much about the stupidest things (getting drunk). after everything was over, i found out some very hurtful things. i didnt know u were capable of. when i see u, it is still awkward, and u act so differently around me then everyone else. i cant say i am compltely over you.
11. I miss the old you soo much, we had someting i never had with anyone, i still have immense love for you, even i if i dont ever see you. my brother, that it was always weird to call my brother, cause of certain circumstances. you changed, and i dont know if it was for the better or not.
12. You liked me for the longest time span, and probably more than anyone ever really has, you straight out told me, and i was an asshole to you. once i saw you with soembody i was jealous, and regretted not taking my chance with you. im really glad we stayed great friends. even if i may not understand you half the time, i still <3 you.
13. i met you at swan valley, and you were very welcoming to me, you accomplish so much, and are so smart, and so pretty,and always have a million things going on, you dont know how much respect i have for you. i consider you one of my closest friends even though we rarely hang out anymore. we rock svhs bands socks :)
14. i really respect how much u do for my sister, i love being around you guys. you have the most interesting theories, and such a beautiful mind, you tell me u want my mind. i would trade u any day. im so jealous of you, for so many reasons, youre beautiful, and everyone just loves you, falls in love with you. i'm glad i got to know you.
15. sometimes i wonder where u are, what you are doing, what the hell u were thinking?!? we were best friends for three years, and u dropped me. u changed schools. ooh. and then decided to hate me, because your stupid friend told you to, we had the silliest friendship, and had so much fun. you went fucking insane. but i still miss u sometimes :-/
WHEW!! that was a lot, but there was so much more people i couldve wrote about, and so many more things i could've said.
today wasnt really worth writing about so i did this instead.
i was in a shitty mood, got yelled at by teachers for being late, felt ugly, felt shitty. so yes ^_^
so long
<3 shanna
1. write something about 15 different people.
2. you can not say who they are.
3. if someone asks you which one is about them, you can not tell!
(and btw if u think its about you. you should ask me, and maybe i'll break some rules)
1. You have so many problems, i wish i could just pick you up and save you and help you. but my love for you in so deep, the littliest things you say can hurt me, even if they arent intended to.i think u have the most amazing mind.
2. I still love you. i don't truly know if i'll ever be over you. i still get butterflies from you, you really really hurt me. i never have felt for someone what i felt for you...
3. You've been my best friend for so long, weve grown closer through the years. it's funny how jealous we get of each other. you've been there through thick and thin. you're basically like a sister. and even though i worry about you, i trust that you can make your own decisions :)someitmes i feel like i should be a better friend to you.
4. one of my bestest friends, you are such a unique person. but we are also a lot alike about things.you can be really cold, and hurt me a lot at times, but i know u don't mean it. you are a beautiful person inside and out. i will miss u imensely if u go away ...
5. i was so happy when i met you at SCC last year i know we don't really EVER hang out, but when i did or have hung out with you, i had a lot of fun.u are seriously one of my greatest friends, and i tell u a lot. and you say some of the CRAZIEST things, but i still love you.
6. It's funny how long ive known you,you have soo many problems, you are so unstable, and thats what scared me. we had our little thing over the summer, and well i felt really close to you during that time. u were one of the only people that i could say i loved, but completely forbid myself from ever being with, as sad as it may be that nothing can ever happen. it CANNOT.
7. For awhile there you were one of my best friends. one thing happens, and i dont talk to you for like 4 months or so. i miss u and thought about you a lot during that time. everyone thought we were each other which would bother me, but it was kinda funny.we would have so much fun, talking about everything and anything. i just want all the bullshit to end.
8. you always are surprising me, and god u are sooo confusing. i find you really attractive, so its hard to refuse sometimes. i just hate playing games, and feel like im being played. but something would seriously be missing without you...
9. The one time i hung out with you alone, i had a lot of fun, and literally i didnt have any awkward moments with you. i think you are like the nicest guy EVER, and i wish i knew what i felt for you, and how i could tell you. i wanna see you more than at the mall, and i wanna know you.
10. When you came into my life, i was so surprised by how much u actually liked me, and how nice u were. i had fun with you for the most part, but u never tried,and you care way to much about the stupidest things (getting drunk). after everything was over, i found out some very hurtful things. i didnt know u were capable of. when i see u, it is still awkward, and u act so differently around me then everyone else. i cant say i am compltely over you.
11. I miss the old you soo much, we had someting i never had with anyone, i still have immense love for you, even i if i dont ever see you. my brother, that it was always weird to call my brother, cause of certain circumstances. you changed, and i dont know if it was for the better or not.
12. You liked me for the longest time span, and probably more than anyone ever really has, you straight out told me, and i was an asshole to you. once i saw you with soembody i was jealous, and regretted not taking my chance with you. im really glad we stayed great friends. even if i may not understand you half the time, i still <3 you.
13. i met you at swan valley, and you were very welcoming to me, you accomplish so much, and are so smart, and so pretty,and always have a million things going on, you dont know how much respect i have for you. i consider you one of my closest friends even though we rarely hang out anymore. we rock svhs bands socks :)
14. i really respect how much u do for my sister, i love being around you guys. you have the most interesting theories, and such a beautiful mind, you tell me u want my mind. i would trade u any day. im so jealous of you, for so many reasons, youre beautiful, and everyone just loves you, falls in love with you. i'm glad i got to know you.
15. sometimes i wonder where u are, what you are doing, what the hell u were thinking?!? we were best friends for three years, and u dropped me. u changed schools. ooh. and then decided to hate me, because your stupid friend told you to, we had the silliest friendship, and had so much fun. you went fucking insane. but i still miss u sometimes :-/
WHEW!! that was a lot, but there was so much more people i couldve wrote about, and so many more things i could've said.
today wasnt really worth writing about so i did this instead.
i was in a shitty mood, got yelled at by teachers for being late, felt ugly, felt shitty. so yes ^_^
so long
<3 shanna