FUCK THE WORLD!!! haha. that was scary huh?
Well today has had many ups and downs. mainly down spiral spinnings though. wow, that was ghey.
anyways. it all started at scc,s always. every fucking thing i would try to do... mrs.hock would tell me to do something else,once i finally got my way and got into the dark room the light on my enlarger was broken...then one mrs.hock fixed it i had no easel to make a print on...so i gave up, since there was 10 minutes left of class. i talked to jonathan a lot today though. G.D. he is cute, and so is elliot still...he told me he hated me caus eim seeing mushroomhead in stead of downpoint on the 29th ..i mean come on??
at swan valley everyhting was ok for a minute, then at lunch it all started again, the blowing up at people.
and it continued for the rest of school at least...
some people are just so god damn ignorant, and shallow...
shallow shallow shallow fools.
deepen your waters damn you. (water is what i think of when i think shallow) but no seriously...
all i hear about anymore is hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
i just overheard and saw the dumbest things today.
and im sorry...normally i just ignore the ignorants, but today i coudnt not say things.
everything was really getting to me.
and truthfully, im sure a lot of people think im a bitch now. but guess what?!!? i dont give a FUCK. because i dont care if stupid people like me or not, it doesnt really break my 3 legged stool.
i think people dont think, use their heads at all some times...youd think at this day and age we'd come a lomng way as people...but no... i still hear and see people talking about.. racism, killing people for no reason, marrying rich guys only, and you shouldnt hug someone if theyre ugly?? i mean those are some of the comments i heard. i called two people shallow today, and then yeah..other stuff. then i blew up at mr.stephens about my name...i was like its not hard... anna with an s-h- in front of it... its easy .wtf? then people made cat noise at me, and i said its annoying and that was that.
then this girl behind me was chewing her gum like a fucking cow, i wanted to...haha nevermind.
i need to contain myself.
*does some yoga or something*
anyways.
at home i was frustrated by everything and had a short attention span, then i drew stuff, then fell asleep. then went to the mall.
i got some stuff. and talked to joe for some minutes. it was just me and my mom, mother daughter bonding i guess.
i love my mom a lot sometimes.
my sister is in the "hospital" for the third time, in like 2-3 months.... its kinda crazy... i just think obviously the hospital isnt helping..soo yeah. i love my sister a lot, i wish i could help with all she is going thru.
well yeah...
i really need to get some sleep.
i have another pointless day ahead of me tomorrow.
go me.
<3 shanna
anyways. it all started at scc,s always. every fucking thing i would try to do... mrs.hock would tell me to do something else,once i finally got my way and got into the dark room the light on my enlarger was broken...then one mrs.hock fixed it i had no easel to make a print on...so i gave up, since there was 10 minutes left of class. i talked to jonathan a lot today though. G.D. he is cute, and so is elliot still...he told me he hated me caus eim seeing mushroomhead in stead of downpoint on the 29th ..i mean come on??
at swan valley everyhting was ok for a minute, then at lunch it all started again, the blowing up at people.
and it continued for the rest of school at least...
some people are just so god damn ignorant, and shallow...
shallow shallow shallow fools.
deepen your waters damn you. (water is what i think of when i think shallow) but no seriously...
all i hear about anymore is hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
i just overheard and saw the dumbest things today.
and im sorry...normally i just ignore the ignorants, but today i coudnt not say things.
everything was really getting to me.
and truthfully, im sure a lot of people think im a bitch now. but guess what?!!? i dont give a FUCK. because i dont care if stupid people like me or not, it doesnt really break my 3 legged stool.
i think people dont think, use their heads at all some times...youd think at this day and age we'd come a lomng way as people...but no... i still hear and see people talking about.. racism, killing people for no reason, marrying rich guys only, and you shouldnt hug someone if theyre ugly?? i mean those are some of the comments i heard. i called two people shallow today, and then yeah..other stuff. then i blew up at mr.stephens about my name...i was like its not hard... anna with an s-h- in front of it... its easy .wtf? then people made cat noise at me, and i said its annoying and that was that.
then this girl behind me was chewing her gum like a fucking cow, i wanted to...haha nevermind.
i need to contain myself.
*does some yoga or something*
anyways.
at home i was frustrated by everything and had a short attention span, then i drew stuff, then fell asleep. then went to the mall.
i got some stuff. and talked to joe for some minutes. it was just me and my mom, mother daughter bonding i guess.
i love my mom a lot sometimes.
my sister is in the "hospital" for the third time, in like 2-3 months.... its kinda crazy... i just think obviously the hospital isnt helping..soo yeah. i love my sister a lot, i wish i could help with all she is going thru.
well yeah...
i really need to get some sleep.
i have another pointless day ahead of me tomorrow.
go me.
<3 shanna