BRRRRRRR
Oh my bob. i am soo cold.
probably doesn't help that i'm in a cold basement, and i just ate a mcflurry.
brrr
anyways.
today was... no fun?!?
-went to school. ne exciting events occured, well we are starting photography again at scc, so thats cool
-i showed lots of people my arm, and freaked them out pretty hardcore, people made the oservation that it is now indeed star shaped.
-came home and almost immediately fell asleep
-woke up, looked at the clock, and was pretty freaked out that it was already 8pm
-showered
-was supposed to call shanee, (pssh now i remember.. damnit)
the phone hasn't been my best friend lately, like it normally is, normally i could be on the phone 50 million times a day, with everyone for 2 hours each...but i think now that i have internet.. i dont enjoy it as much, and love me some sleep.
-chris called me babe, and they made me call his cell. we talked for close to 2 hours. weird... i've only talked to him on the phone a couple of times, for like a couple of minutes each.
he didnt want me to get off... >.< he wants to see me he says.
i dunno about all this. i guess hes going thru the mood swing in which he decides to like me again. for a minute... i can't deal with that. i love the kid to death, but i dont love being used to death.
now i really should go to sleep, although ive only been up a couple of hours...
i have so much shit to think about lately. everything is so busy. school, band,senior everything, college....ERRRRRR. and yet i feel so empty, cause its nothing i want to be doing. and i want something, someone...more.
*sigh*
sorry life hates me.
probably doesn't help that i'm in a cold basement, and i just ate a mcflurry.
brrr
anyways.
today was... no fun?!?
-went to school. ne exciting events occured, well we are starting photography again at scc, so thats cool
-i showed lots of people my arm, and freaked them out pretty hardcore, people made the oservation that it is now indeed star shaped.
-came home and almost immediately fell asleep
-woke up, looked at the clock, and was pretty freaked out that it was already 8pm
-showered
-was supposed to call shanee, (pssh now i remember.. damnit)
the phone hasn't been my best friend lately, like it normally is, normally i could be on the phone 50 million times a day, with everyone for 2 hours each...but i think now that i have internet.. i dont enjoy it as much, and love me some sleep.
-chris called me babe, and they made me call his cell. we talked for close to 2 hours. weird... i've only talked to him on the phone a couple of times, for like a couple of minutes each.
he didnt want me to get off... >.< he wants to see me he says.
i dunno about all this. i guess hes going thru the mood swing in which he decides to like me again. for a minute... i can't deal with that. i love the kid to death, but i dont love being used to death.
now i really should go to sleep, although ive only been up a couple of hours...
i have so much shit to think about lately. everything is so busy. school, band,senior everything, college....ERRRRRR. and yet i feel so empty, cause its nothing i want to be doing. and i want something, someone...more.
*sigh*
sorry life hates me.