and i guess that's why they call it the blues.
All i want to do is see kristine and kerri tonight, but that's too much to ask.
I'm really upset right now.
I don't want to go to st. martin.
The weather shows rain and that's just not good.
My father doesn't know my own name. He thinks my name is Cristin. and he thinks Cristins name is Vic. I hate it.
I have a feeling that we will loose our luggage if we check it. So I stuffed all of my clothes into the smallest suitcase we have and my backpack. That's one luggage and one personal item for me. It better work.
There is no way I'm going to let the airline loose my clothes and shoes.
So, my moms going w/ my feeling too cause my esp works sometimes. So she's transfering all of her clothes to a smaller suitcase too.
I just want to go to school. And see people. That I miss.
...... just to say hi and stuff. I miss some people.
Plus, if I'm in school, I don't need to take annoying phone calls for my fathers business, or get calls from my parents/grandparents/sister during the day that I need to answer.
Plus, I'll be swimming, and even though I'm not looking forward to it at all... I wont be home till later so I'll see less of my family. Which is good.
I need to get away from them... not have a week with just them.
"Almost paradise.... we're knocking on heavens door. Almost paradise, how could we ask for more. I swear that I can see forever in your eyes. Paradise. Paradise."
... not to mention my phobia of airplanes. ah fuck. :(
I'm really upset right now.
I don't want to go to st. martin.
The weather shows rain and that's just not good.
My father doesn't know my own name. He thinks my name is Cristin. and he thinks Cristins name is Vic. I hate it.
I have a feeling that we will loose our luggage if we check it. So I stuffed all of my clothes into the smallest suitcase we have and my backpack. That's one luggage and one personal item for me. It better work.
There is no way I'm going to let the airline loose my clothes and shoes.
So, my moms going w/ my feeling too cause my esp works sometimes. So she's transfering all of her clothes to a smaller suitcase too.
I just want to go to school. And see people. That I miss.
...... just to say hi and stuff. I miss some people.
Plus, if I'm in school, I don't need to take annoying phone calls for my fathers business, or get calls from my parents/grandparents/sister during the day that I need to answer.
Plus, I'll be swimming, and even though I'm not looking forward to it at all... I wont be home till later so I'll see less of my family. Which is good.
I need to get away from them... not have a week with just them.
"Almost paradise.... we're knocking on heavens door. Almost paradise, how could we ask for more. I swear that I can see forever in your eyes. Paradise. Paradise."
... not to mention my phobia of airplanes. ah fuck. :(