Mar 28, 2005 20:45
well happy easter everyone....mine blew big time but what can u do. It seems as if today was just a down day. Im use to hanging out with dana on holidays and doing things together but it seems as if that stuff wont happen again. I think that i really miss her yet she hates me or something. Its been a ruff day for me. I hung out with tim for about an hr. Then i got a call to play football. Man was i excited!. I played did Amazing!, yet we all got turf burn and stuff but man did i take a cleat to my ribs now i have 2 bruised ribs and its liike OW. I started to cough a little blood but im ok now. I had fun tho. i played through out all the pain i was in to have fun and play with the boys. Now im excited cause we r starting to play all around again. and im ready for it . Friday i have a feeling is going to be a kick ass night with all my peeps from the crew are hanging out and i think that its going to be good night. I know i gotta work and stuff but hell after, should be a blast!
Ive been so down today, went to both grandparents house after football...didnt stay long at either place. Its just like im so tired or something i dunno what it is. I do miss dana. i dunno what i can do to help myself through this i wish i had some1 but i dont. im stuck here with my pain. This song has been what i was listening to bc i like the lyrics
Its Papa Roach - Take Me
Take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out
[Chorus:]
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out
I lit my pain on fire
And I watched it all burn down
Now I'm dancing in the ashes
And theres no one else around
Cause I wanna be apart of something
This is just a story of a broken soul
[Hook:]
As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem let this all pass me by
[Chorus x2]
I'm burning in the heavens
And I'm drowning in the hell
My souls in a coma
And none of my friends can tell
I'm reaching out of getting something
This is just a story of a broken soul
[Hook]
[Chorus x2]
Don't shut me out
Does anyone around me feel the same
Just put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
[Hook]
[Chorus x2]
[Hook]
Take Me
Don't Break Me