heres an update about everything...
well lets see where do i start off?....well lets start with school baseball well ya i def didnt make it, im really pissed off because a lot of people know i die to play baseball every year and how much i love the game and everything ya know. well tryouts came and go...went to look at the list def wasnt on it....i was so depressed it wasnt funny that i wouldnt be participating in the game that i love so. Then i aproached the coach {Arkenson} seemed like a good guy at first but now know as dickhead..and he said that the sophmores had just as much talent as i had...and he rather have a guy for 3 then 1, that is bullshit!...i mean come on how lame do u get i WAITED 3 and a half years to play on varsity i waited my turn and i shoulda got that spot. The whole team said that it was bull shit and i got screwed. o well what can you do i always seem to get dicked at SOLVAY....fuck it forget it its over.
Next i guess i could start with how school is going, considering we are on that subject anyways...its good im like on honor roll so thats all good and all. Like all my classes except for bus. law bc i have to be in the same class with a kid i hate but ya know i learn to deal.
Um i got that job at boscos finally...i hate it, im just about to quit for a few reasons that disgust me. 1. they smoke in the kitchen and im actually alergic to it so ya. 2. they have a rodent problem and thats sad that they just wont get an extreminator to get rid of them. and 3. i HATE WASHING DISHES....i thought that i was going to be making pizza and wings and shit not washing dishes and make dough. ya it sucks and ya know i think do all the shit that i usually do i should be making more then minimum wage....jes i dont more then anyone else there and i get payed the least outta everyone. so ya i quiting, because im glad to say that i believe my biological father {Tom} is going to give me this second chance at this construction stuff and ya know i found it great to work out there and having fun using the machines and working in a work site it is so much fun now that i come to think about it..i love it actually so much diversity! {BIG WORD} haha...it is so diverse so much different things that you can be doing and i find this stuff interesting and fun to be around and learn about for future references ya know what i mean. SO ya i went out there today to hang out with that side of the family today, and i hung out with amanda today to got to talk about stuff ya know like friends do about her prom and my ball and bout family and shit it was cool we watched "old school" love that movie...then i went to get ice cream with derek and cameron and met tom's brother sal seemed like a cool guy ya know it been great getting to know this side of my family. They were saying to me about cars today that if i get around 5,000 that they would let me buy their firebird off of them. and i was like SKORE!!!...so i might possibly have a car soon :-D but ya never know what will happen!
So my friend kyle rolled a car with his friends last nite hes fucking lucky that he is alive, LUCKY BITCH ya u heard me....glad he is ok though gotta hate that damn ice...HA
Well for the last thing to talk about for now is my baby DANA :-D do u know how much i love this girl seriously does anyone know how much i love her becides myself. We had a scare that we might break up recently for the fact that we were fighting all the time and we both were getting sick of it. and ya know this past saturday i had her over and we talk about working things out which we did and set more standards for ourselves. Im glad we work things out because of this fight i saw at boscos break out i was so afraid that it was going to happen to us and that is never to talk to each other again. i DONT WANT THAT AT ALL. but i told her all this and things are better..we arent going to fight unless its a major issue. like today we had an arguement about Alcohol and shit and u know she wants to quit and when i told her that i would help and when i do try to help she doesnt listen to what i say she does what she wants and hears what she wants...and i wish i could help her realize that i am helping her in the long run but ya know she doesnt get it but o well im still going to help her with it no matter what happens...i love her so much i want her to be a non alcoholic like she said she wanted to be. we have a great time together and the fact that the slightest bit of alcohol might kill her...and im afraid of that kinda shit. I love her to much right now to let her drink and its hard because i have a feeling she isnt going to listen to me. but ya we are going to senior ball together...and the gentlemen i am is buying everything for her/my ball to be perfected. we got a limo {i didnt want one but o well ill deal} we are going with janelle and kyle, kari and dan, and ashley and her bf J.C i think dana said. I learn to deal with these things and i just want to make her time, the time of her life i want it to be perfect. We will c eventually i mean its april 5 and may 22 is our ball short time to wait...want it to be PERFECT!! if not im going to be upset. so ya thats all i got to say for now but one more thing dana guess what i do everything that i do with you for one main reason and its I LOVE YOU!...get it through ur head that im not trying to hurt/anger you im trying to be the loving boyfriend i am. im out later
~Ryan
lets leave you with a song
Usher/Lil Jon/Ludacris-YEAH!
[Usher:]
Peace up!
A Town Down!
[Lil' Jon:]
Yeah, Ok! Lil' Jon!
[Usher:]
Yeah, Yeah Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Usher (Verse 1):]
I'm in the club with my homies, tryna get a lil V-I, keep it down on the low key, cause you know how it feels.
I said shorty she was checkin up on me, from the game she was spittin my ear you would think that she knew me.
So we decided to chill
Conversation got heavy, she had me feelin like she's ready to blow!
(Watch Out!, Watch Out!)
She saying come get me, come get me,
So I got up and followed her to the floor, she said baby lets go,
When I told her I said
[Usher (Chorus):]
Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down and said come and get me
Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up I forgot she told me
Yeah (yeah) Her and my girl used to be the best of homies
Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew she was all up on me screaming:
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Usher (Verse 2):]
Shes all up in my head now, got me thinking that it might good idea to take her with me,
Cause she's ready to leave.
Now I gotta keep it real now, cause on a one-to-ten she's a certified twenty, and that just aint me.
Cause I don't know if I take that chance just where is it gonna lead,
But what I do know is the way she dance makes shorty alright with me.
The way she getting low!
I'm like yeah, just work that out for me.
She asked for one more dance and I'm
Like yeah, how the hell am I supposed to leave?
And I said
[Chorus]
[Lil' Jon:]
Luda!
[Ludacris (Verse 3):]
Watch out!
My outfit's ridiculous, In the club lookin' so conspicuous.
And Rowl! These women all on the prowl, if you hold the head steady I'm a milk the cow.
Forget about the game I'm a spit the truth, I won't stop till I get em in they birthday suits.
So gimmie the rhythm and it'll be off with they clothes, then bend over to the front and touch your toes.
I left the jag and I took the roles, if they aint cutting then I put em on foot patrol.
How you like me now, when my pinky's valued over three hundred thousand,
Lets drank you the one to please, Ludacris fill cups like double d's.
Me and Ush once more and we leave em dead, we want a lady in the street but a freak in the bed to say
[Chorus]
[Ludacris (Bridge):]
Take that and rewind it back, Lil' Jon got the beat make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Ursher got the voice make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Ludacris got the flow make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Lil' Jon got the beat make ya booty go (clap)
Next i guess i could start with how school is going, considering we are on that subject anyways...its good im like on honor roll so thats all good and all. Like all my classes except for bus. law bc i have to be in the same class with a kid i hate but ya know i learn to deal.
Um i got that job at boscos finally...i hate it, im just about to quit for a few reasons that disgust me. 1. they smoke in the kitchen and im actually alergic to it so ya. 2. they have a rodent problem and thats sad that they just wont get an extreminator to get rid of them. and 3. i HATE WASHING DISHES....i thought that i was going to be making pizza and wings and shit not washing dishes and make dough. ya it sucks and ya know i think do all the shit that i usually do i should be making more then minimum wage....jes i dont more then anyone else there and i get payed the least outta everyone. so ya i quiting, because im glad to say that i believe my biological father {Tom} is going to give me this second chance at this construction stuff and ya know i found it great to work out there and having fun using the machines and working in a work site it is so much fun now that i come to think about it..i love it actually so much diversity! {BIG WORD} haha...it is so diverse so much different things that you can be doing and i find this stuff interesting and fun to be around and learn about for future references ya know what i mean. SO ya i went out there today to hang out with that side of the family today, and i hung out with amanda today to got to talk about stuff ya know like friends do about her prom and my ball and bout family and shit it was cool we watched "old school" love that movie...then i went to get ice cream with derek and cameron and met tom's brother sal seemed like a cool guy ya know it been great getting to know this side of my family. They were saying to me about cars today that if i get around 5,000 that they would let me buy their firebird off of them. and i was like SKORE!!!...so i might possibly have a car soon :-D but ya never know what will happen!
So my friend kyle rolled a car with his friends last nite hes fucking lucky that he is alive, LUCKY BITCH ya u heard me....glad he is ok though gotta hate that damn ice...HA
Well for the last thing to talk about for now is my baby DANA :-D do u know how much i love this girl seriously does anyone know how much i love her becides myself. We had a scare that we might break up recently for the fact that we were fighting all the time and we both were getting sick of it. and ya know this past saturday i had her over and we talk about working things out which we did and set more standards for ourselves. Im glad we work things out because of this fight i saw at boscos break out i was so afraid that it was going to happen to us and that is never to talk to each other again. i DONT WANT THAT AT ALL. but i told her all this and things are better..we arent going to fight unless its a major issue. like today we had an arguement about Alcohol and shit and u know she wants to quit and when i told her that i would help and when i do try to help she doesnt listen to what i say she does what she wants and hears what she wants...and i wish i could help her realize that i am helping her in the long run but ya know she doesnt get it but o well im still going to help her with it no matter what happens...i love her so much i want her to be a non alcoholic like she said she wanted to be. we have a great time together and the fact that the slightest bit of alcohol might kill her...and im afraid of that kinda shit. I love her to much right now to let her drink and its hard because i have a feeling she isnt going to listen to me. but ya we are going to senior ball together...and the gentlemen i am is buying everything for her/my ball to be perfected. we got a limo {i didnt want one but o well ill deal} we are going with janelle and kyle, kari and dan, and ashley and her bf J.C i think dana said. I learn to deal with these things and i just want to make her time, the time of her life i want it to be perfect. We will c eventually i mean its april 5 and may 22 is our ball short time to wait...want it to be PERFECT!! if not im going to be upset. so ya thats all i got to say for now but one more thing dana guess what i do everything that i do with you for one main reason and its I LOVE YOU!...get it through ur head that im not trying to hurt/anger you im trying to be the loving boyfriend i am. im out later
~Ryan
lets leave you with a song
Usher/Lil Jon/Ludacris-YEAH!
[Usher:]
Peace up!
A Town Down!
[Lil' Jon:]
Yeah, Ok! Lil' Jon!
[Usher:]
Yeah, Yeah Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Usher (Verse 1):]
I'm in the club with my homies, tryna get a lil V-I, keep it down on the low key, cause you know how it feels.
I said shorty she was checkin up on me, from the game she was spittin my ear you would think that she knew me.
So we decided to chill
Conversation got heavy, she had me feelin like she's ready to blow!
(Watch Out!, Watch Out!)
She saying come get me, come get me,
So I got up and followed her to the floor, she said baby lets go,
When I told her I said
[Usher (Chorus):]
Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down and said come and get me
Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up I forgot she told me
Yeah (yeah) Her and my girl used to be the best of homies
Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew she was all up on me screaming:
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
Yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeah yeah, Yeaah
[Usher (Verse 2):]
Shes all up in my head now, got me thinking that it might good idea to take her with me,
Cause she's ready to leave.
Now I gotta keep it real now, cause on a one-to-ten she's a certified twenty, and that just aint me.
Cause I don't know if I take that chance just where is it gonna lead,
But what I do know is the way she dance makes shorty alright with me.
The way she getting low!
I'm like yeah, just work that out for me.
She asked for one more dance and I'm
Like yeah, how the hell am I supposed to leave?
And I said
[Chorus]
[Lil' Jon:]
Luda!
[Ludacris (Verse 3):]
Watch out!
My outfit's ridiculous, In the club lookin' so conspicuous.
And Rowl! These women all on the prowl, if you hold the head steady I'm a milk the cow.
Forget about the game I'm a spit the truth, I won't stop till I get em in they birthday suits.
So gimmie the rhythm and it'll be off with they clothes, then bend over to the front and touch your toes.
I left the jag and I took the roles, if they aint cutting then I put em on foot patrol.
How you like me now, when my pinky's valued over three hundred thousand,
Lets drank you the one to please, Ludacris fill cups like double d's.
Me and Ush once more and we leave em dead, we want a lady in the street but a freak in the bed to say
[Chorus]
[Ludacris (Bridge):]
Take that and rewind it back, Lil' Jon got the beat make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Ursher got the voice make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Ludacris got the flow make ya booty go (clap)
Take that and rewind it back, Lil' Jon got the beat make ya booty go (clap)