Feb 24, 2005 21:59
Okay, so last night my uncle give me "the talk" about what I've been doing wrong, and I pretend to take it with a grain of salt. However, as soon as he closed my door, I started BAWLING. Like, when glanced in the mirror five minutes later, my eyes were puffy and swollen, my cheeks were dark red, and my face was shining wet with tears. Plus, I had a massive headache. But it actually felt good to cry. Just to know I was still alive. I proceeded to write a zillion IMs to Rob (even though he wasn't online, Yahoo delivers messages anyway, god bless 'em)... "all I want is you here with me", "there's something I want to say but I can't yet", emotional breakdown shit. I meant every single one, but now I'm like wow, I was a mess. So anyway, I still want to be out on my own, but for now I'm focusing on getting my shit done for school and saving up money.
I dropped off an application at Dunkin Donuts this morning, and they called me back this afternoon to set up an interview. Yay! They must have liked something they saw, the girl who gave me the app wasn't even sure they were hiring. I have to call back tomorrow, tho, and tell the manager I can't see him Sunday. I'm working ALL DAY Sunday (8am-7:30pm). Hurray for time and a half on Sundays! :D So I'll be in no mood for an interview either before or after a shift like that. Ugh. We'll see.
Goin to see the CCRI theatre production tomorrow night with Rob. Apparently I missed some good times at Hell last night. ;) Kinda bummed I wasn't there. But it's ok. Tomorrow should be good. :)
~Frenchie