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[invisiman]

Why is it that every time I try to communicate to people, it feels like I'm screaming to be heard, and all people really hear from my screams are but whispers? It's annoying. It really makes me feel unwanted. The real problem is, I think, is that I'm only ever talked to by the majority of people I consider friends only talk to me when THEY have a problem. I'm a nice guy, I'll help out. But fuck you people who do that, seriously, I hate it even though I'll do it. I'm just being used, and I know I am. *sigh*

I guess sometimes things bother me. I should stop that.