I LOVE YOU ALLYSUN!!!! ILL NEVER SPELL YOUR NAME RIGHT
so i thought everyone was just pullin some stupid joke but they werent. so i called brian and i knew there was no way he would be lying. so then i called allysuns phone cuz i just had to make sure and i wanted to tell her good bye and that i loved her but her aunt answered instead. she said it was complications from the medicine and not to be sad because allysun wanted us to celebrate her life and be happy for her.
its like lorena said allyson did so many things that yall might not be aware of. she was one of the only people who was there for me when i was having a hard time with moving to mass and problems with jack. she got me threw that and made me a sad cd to make me feel better. she got me in to guns n roses. she tought me that you dont have to be a hard ass to impress people. everytime i was sad and wanted to see her she was there.NO matter how stupid my reason was she would make me feel better. we could go do such random shit and still have fun...we where going to go to the zoo on acid together and free all the animals. i remember her love for tyler hanson and when we went to the "korn after concert". and when she got mad at me in one of her random pms moments i was so sad. my biggest regret was introducing her to that whore sara...who slept with everyone i introduced her to. she promised me shed be out of the hospital by the time i got to san antonio and i promised id make her some macaroni and chicken. she loved when id make her macaronie...even that time i accedently put in cinamon butter instead of regular butter. and when she found out i had the baby she even called to tell me not to drop the baby in the toilett like i did the nano baby.IF it werent for allysun i would have never met lorena or aarron....how ever you spell that name...
im sorry i cant be there to tell you good bye but i love you and i always will....number one cause of suicide.ill make you that macaroni tonight!
its like lorena said allyson did so many things that yall might not be aware of. she was one of the only people who was there for me when i was having a hard time with moving to mass and problems with jack. she got me threw that and made me a sad cd to make me feel better. she got me in to guns n roses. she tought me that you dont have to be a hard ass to impress people. everytime i was sad and wanted to see her she was there.NO matter how stupid my reason was she would make me feel better. we could go do such random shit and still have fun...we where going to go to the zoo on acid together and free all the animals. i remember her love for tyler hanson and when we went to the "korn after concert". and when she got mad at me in one of her random pms moments i was so sad. my biggest regret was introducing her to that whore sara...who slept with everyone i introduced her to. she promised me shed be out of the hospital by the time i got to san antonio and i promised id make her some macaroni and chicken. she loved when id make her macaronie...even that time i accedently put in cinamon butter instead of regular butter. and when she found out i had the baby she even called to tell me not to drop the baby in the toilett like i did the nano baby.IF it werent for allysun i would have never met lorena or aarron....how ever you spell that name...
im sorry i cant be there to tell you good bye but i love you and i always will....number one cause of suicide.ill make you that macaroni tonight!