If you are my friend you should read this
So i am finally coming out of this slump that i have been in where i am very hateful and negative to some people. That is very good, because that is so not me. Definately not in my manual, and i hope it never is. This change may be because the jealousy is subsiding. i am beginning to accept that this is where i am in my life right now:
1. yeah i am kinda chubby...so what right??? i look fuckin good for a chubby girl!
2. philip just got a new puppy...WHO FUCKING LOVES ME!!!!! he gives me soo many kisses.
3. so what if i am not at parties sucking peoples assholes with compliments....drunk scrabble with the girls is so much better.
4. so some friendships have fallen through...thats ok...they werent meant to be anyway...
5. i have my best friends around me all the time...except amelia and i am soo seeing her in like t-minus 25 days!!!!!!!
6. i have made a best friend in alex...i really love that girl and i cannot express that enough...its really cool to be at an age where you meet people who have no gimmicks. that is the bestest thing about her...she is just so...alex!
7. sure i miss having my finger on a somewhat pulse...but i am beginning to feel so blessed that i am in the situation i am in.
8. the people i wish i saw more...and oh i will see you more:
-Alex iezzi...i miss seeing you everyday
-black eric...where were you on thursday for our show??????
-hayley...i just flat out dont see her enough
-nicole...i want you to come over everyday...but i know you have obligations
-carter kim and mike...they are soo much fun
-matt blankenship....bring me some pizza bitch!!!!
-and dakota...i miss our porch time bro,....and we never had our moment
9. i am so in love with my boyfriend and he with me....even though he is a recluse (sp?) and doesn't like to see anyone but me...is that a good thing?
ok now i am so late for sunday school!!!!!!!!!!
1. yeah i am kinda chubby...so what right??? i look fuckin good for a chubby girl!
2. philip just got a new puppy...WHO FUCKING LOVES ME!!!!! he gives me soo many kisses.
3. so what if i am not at parties sucking peoples assholes with compliments....drunk scrabble with the girls is so much better.
4. so some friendships have fallen through...thats ok...they werent meant to be anyway...
5. i have my best friends around me all the time...except amelia and i am soo seeing her in like t-minus 25 days!!!!!!!
6. i have made a best friend in alex...i really love that girl and i cannot express that enough...its really cool to be at an age where you meet people who have no gimmicks. that is the bestest thing about her...she is just so...alex!
7. sure i miss having my finger on a somewhat pulse...but i am beginning to feel so blessed that i am in the situation i am in.
8. the people i wish i saw more...and oh i will see you more:
-Alex iezzi...i miss seeing you everyday
-black eric...where were you on thursday for our show??????
-hayley...i just flat out dont see her enough
-nicole...i want you to come over everyday...but i know you have obligations
-carter kim and mike...they are soo much fun
-matt blankenship....bring me some pizza bitch!!!!
-and dakota...i miss our porch time bro,....and we never had our moment
9. i am so in love with my boyfriend and he with me....even though he is a recluse (sp?) and doesn't like to see anyone but me...is that a good thing?
ok now i am so late for sunday school!!!!!!!!!!