Life or something like it...
Things are getting real shitty between my friends and I again. I hate when we fight like this. I mean, I know that I have been with her a lot...but do I not deserve to be in love as you are? It isn't fair for you to be together and not let me have a chance to fall in love. You know what it is like to want to be with just one person...you know you would spend every last second together if you could, it's just a being in new love kind of thing...it fades away after awhile. I'm sorry to everyone that it seems like I am neglecting but that isn't the case at all. It's mostly my parents fault because they're on this whole kick about how I need to spend time with God and they're trying to keep me locked up in the closet with a bible. Life's crazy and I'm sorry I have been secluded from life and made an ass out of myself...I just get pissed off when people talk about things they don't know for a fact. Even if there is a hell of a lot of evidence about something, there is still no fact. I know I made it seem like we are dating but that isn't the case at all. We are best friends, and I am in love with her...that is the extent of it. She is dating Seth. I'm sorry for the big riot that I have caused.