Aug 14, 2004 00:19
I rather like driving home alone at midnight. I haven't done it in about two weeks, and it's rather refreshing. Of course, it was a bit longer this time, coming from Madison Heights, but in a way it was the same.
My aunt's in town, I haven't seen her in 3 years. I work tomorrow, then I'm going over there. Well, maybe I'll make a few stops on the way. I'd like to go to Masquerade Games after work. That's not too far out of my way. Plus my aunt filled up my (my dad's) tank, so I'm all set!
Sometimes I hate being a girl. This has nothing to do with PMS, instead it's the stereotypes and how we all tend to follow some of them whether we want to or not.
In my case, not.
This whole college thing has me thinking. Not that I don't think a lot, but I don't normally share. I always try to find ways to grow. Especially now, this is a big time for 'personal growth.' I really hate that term, it's more like me learning from others and my own actions. So I can be a better, more likeable person. Sometimes I consiously forget about this, other times it's on my mind a lot.
Like now. Now, when I have less than two weeks before the biggest change in my entire life so far. Moving out. Moving away from my home to go live somewhere else to go to school. But maybe you don't notice it, but I hope that each time I see you, I'm a little bit different. Better. More tactful. Smarter.
Or maybe I'm just lying to myself. But only time will tell.