shit

[invisibleman67]

Life seems to be going pretty crap at the moment. I need some time to myself and i have got any. Well sayin that i seem to have plenty but i dunno. I'm fucked in the head anyways. Hannah seems to be a user and i cant see much happenin there. beks a nice girl but then i dont want another Cat type person. I dont knwo what i shall do. Who gives a shit

Comments

[anonymous]

its hard when you're down, you can't see a way out. but you just gotta keep going, however that is, most people will tell you why you should eat, why you shouldnt cut, why you should talk. but dont do anything unless you want to. just do what you have to do to keep yourself alive, cause you'll only know who really cares when you're gone.

sometimes things scare you, things you have no control over. just gotta battle through them. people are there for you, dont be scared to ask for help if you need it.

and if you have to think about if being with someone is what you want, then its not right. dont worry, learn to like being by yourself so life can be good now, and then when you do find someone it'll be great.

just dont be worried about asking for advice/help if you want it, there are people out there that do care and theyre willing to listen. but if you dont want to talk, dont be pushed into it, cause then you might feel like youve only done it because someone else wants you to...

(hope some of that made sense...)

cheers

[invisibleman67]

yeh it did make sense... to be honest though. its just hard sumtimes. motivating myself to get uo 4 a crap day.. sometime i just think wots the point

Re: cheers

[anonymous]

the point, that all depends... but think of all the people who would love to see you fall apart, break down. would you rather be remembered as the coward who took the easy way out (suicide) and who left broken-hearted people behind (cause you would, even if you think no1 cares... and having a friend commit suicide isnt nice...) or as the guy who battled through all this, came out the other side and is now stronger than any of the people who make you feel this bad?...

its hard to get through the day sometimes, but how about instead of looking back and saying "what a crap day and all that" what about feeling good because you got through the day and its made you stronger?

Re: cheers

[invisibleman67]

yeh that makes sense.. i would never do suicide. doctors have saved me when i was little so be ungrateful of me. just wabba get through this year. takin one day at a time. looking forward to things that make me happy like music:D

Re: cheers

[anonymous]

all you can do is be positive (sounds corny i know, im sorry...) but just keep reminding yourself of whats good, and not whats bad. if you need to talk, talk to someone who will be honest with you, and not just say what they think you need to hear. dont dwell on the bad stuff from the past, just learn from it and move on. there are people in a similar sort of position as you who would be willing to talk. just do like you said, take each day as it comes. why do anymore than that, the present is what matters, not what has happened, or is yet to happen.

and do things that make you smile, it can do a whole lot of good...