Broken Bonds and Healing Balms -- Oneshot

[invisiblehabits]

Title: Broken Bonds and Healing Balms
Chapter: Oneshot
Author: invisiblehabits
Genre: Angst/Light romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Malexmale sexual interaction, language, violence, mentions of rape
Pairings: Tora/Aki, Kenzo/Aki
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t know. Won’t make money unless you feel like paying me to read.
Summary: “Isn’t that what you want?” came the

Comments

[invisiblehabits]

It makes sense, it does! And even if it didn't it would be totally acceptable with such good excuses for creating confusion! <3

The concept that wasn't there when I began writing? LOL! But yes, pain and trust do go hand in hand, a delicate balance with a lot of destructive potential should it tip to either side. Tora lost himself and what he did can never be accepted or completely forgiven, at the very least not forgotten. More than anything I think Tora will never fully forgive himself, even if Aki to a large extent did.

And I do feel sorry for Tora too, because in a way he said no and was ignored as well. He said he didn't want to do it, hurt Aki, but Aki didn't listen and kept begging for more. It's not the same, but it's similar to some extent. Right? He lost himself, forgot who he was and what was important to him, and that lead to him losing Aki as well. So yes, I think Tora deserves some comfort too, which hopefully Pon can provide for him.

Aki is very selfish in the beginning of this, asking for this not offered. Well in a way it was offered but....blah! They are complicated and mismatched even when clearly in love. I think those relationships exist and even though I never meant to write one, I'm glad it came down on paper. I just hope Aki can be happy with Kenzo, truly happy and not end up screwing up that relationship as well. Because I honestly don't know who he loved more; Tora or Kenzo.

My stories always end up confusing me! LOL! Why do I never get all the answers? But Chriss liked it, and that is very good! As is the fact you like it! Thank you hun!! <3

[invisiblehabits]

Yes indeed, things don't always go according to plan. I'm glad you approve love! <333