Broken Bonds and Healing Balms -- Oneshot

[invisiblehabits]

Title: Broken Bonds and Healing Balms
Chapter: Oneshot
Author: invisiblehabits
Genre: Angst/Light romance
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Malexmale sexual interaction, language, violence, mentions of rape
Pairings: Tora/Aki, Kenzo/Aki
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t know. Won’t make money unless you feel like paying me to read.
Summary: “Isn’t that what you want?” came the

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[invisiblehabits]

I'm so so so so glad you like it! When I first began writing I had no idea where it was going, just knew I wanted to write something for you and...well for once Kenzo got to play the hero...

I didn't mean to scary you though! Honestly, I have no idea where all these weird dark sad things come from. My mind likes them, more will undoubtedly come.

But you're right, Tora is a lost man. He did things he never wanted to do, never should've done both legally and morally, and he'll probably never fully forgive himself. Aki realised his flaws, his selfishness, but the question is if he'll be able to not fall back into it at some point. And Kenzo, yeah he got to play the hero and in many ways I admire his courage and loyalty here. LOL! Are you allowed to say that about things you write yourself?

I think you ask very valid questions though, questions I cannot answer. At first I thought of adding something about Kenzo and Aki talking about pain, Kenzo saying that unlike Tora he doesn't mind giving Aki what he wants. But it didn't make sense to me, and in many ways I liked it better like this. Where you simply don't know if Aki still wants pain, if he gets it from Kenzo or not, if their relationship is lacking things the same way Aki's and Tora's was...

Hopefully Tora can be happy with Hiroto though. I think Pon is what Tora needs, but I'm not sure if he is who he truly wants. There is a difference after all, a rather vital one. But despite everything Tora did, I still feel sorry for him and I want him to be happy too...

I am most pleased you like your present dear! <3