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[invisibledream]

sometimes i get so discouraged
right now would most definately be one of those times
how many more times am i going to invest myself in someone with so little in return
i am getting worn out
it is all i can do from becoming bitter and apathetic
it kills me to think it was all in vain
ugh sometimes i can be so blind
i only see what i want to see, what i want to be real
sometimes i feel like my heart cant do this again
i feel like shutting down

please, dont let me shut down