bad days at work
My job is a crazy thing. I love some of the challenges that get presented to me at it, but then in the other window, I feel like I'm not ready or prepared for it yet.
The past few weeks have all been alright, well better then I was expecting. Basically, there are three of us at the office who do what I do, and one went on Holidays in the early part of December, and is still on Holidays until next week. Another guy here was complaining and crying, because we had low hours for the month, then low and behold they gave us the hours he cried for... then he took a sick leave for the month. So now, I'm here in the final week of solitude, and I finally feel myself breaking down.
Yesterday was by far the worst, see all the other people in the company are coming back, and so their emails of work have started to come in, but yesterday for the better part of the day my boss stood right behind me, working on one thing constantly through the day. Tweek this, tweek this, and I really do mean the DAY, 5pm hit and I couldn't leave (I had plans too, the only day this week I had plans)...
Today we're supposed to be continuing on it, and I sort of just want to curl up in a bundle of sheets, maybe cry a bit, but comfort myself. I'm really hoping today goes by quickly, I'm really hoping tomorrow goes by quickly, I just don't want to be alone doing all this by myself.
The past few weeks have all been alright, well better then I was expecting. Basically, there are three of us at the office who do what I do, and one went on Holidays in the early part of December, and is still on Holidays until next week. Another guy here was complaining and crying, because we had low hours for the month, then low and behold they gave us the hours he cried for... then he took a sick leave for the month. So now, I'm here in the final week of solitude, and I finally feel myself breaking down.
Yesterday was by far the worst, see all the other people in the company are coming back, and so their emails of work have started to come in, but yesterday for the better part of the day my boss stood right behind me, working on one thing constantly through the day. Tweek this, tweek this, and I really do mean the DAY, 5pm hit and I couldn't leave (I had plans too, the only day this week I had plans)...
Today we're supposed to be continuing on it, and I sort of just want to curl up in a bundle of sheets, maybe cry a bit, but comfort myself. I'm really hoping today goes by quickly, I'm really hoping tomorrow goes by quickly, I just don't want to be alone doing all this by myself.