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i am so stupid. i thought that there was actually some hope between me and aaron, but i was wrong. man, heart break sux ass. but ya, hope is gone, he likes another. i really really wish i had never liked him in the first place, i could have saved myself a lot of pain and a lot of people asking me questions as to why in hell i like him. so many people kept thinking i was so weird for liking him but i ignored them. well it's time to put my happy act back on and go back into the world. i wish there was still hope, but i know now that there isn't.