Dec 20, 2004 21:11
I'm not doing so good in school. Especially for me. I'm a failure, and it makes me feel like shit. I don't have anything else that I'm good at. I don't care about school, but when I see the bad grades on my progress report, it does matter to me. But I can't make myself do better. I don't know what to do...I have no motivation to do work. I need a vacation.
And I'm grounded from my boyfriend. How could a mother do that to her own child?? Well she didn't really come out and say "Michelle you can't see John until you're doing good in school!" But I can't go out on weekdays, and that's the only time we have to see each other. I'm sad. Really sad.
I just want this week to go by. I have to write a term paper. I reeeeeaaaally dont want to. But I must!