And its right before Valentines day...

[invisible_tears]

There is just something about you...
I have never let myself recover from.
Everytime I read your words my heart flutters.
My eyes well up with tears.
Because I never really let myself get over you.
I never really let myself let go of you.
I never really knew how much you meant to me.
And I used to think about if I ever meant anything to you.
And now theres this night.
And then theres you.
With all the things you used to stand for.
Remembering all the things I used to say and do.
And its just killing me.
Like your so used to doing to me.
Im crying.
Maybe for all the right reasons this time.
Knowing this cant work.