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OMG MY DAD IS FUCKING PISSING ME OFF!!!! i wish he would just let me live my own god damned life!!! he thinks thta he should make every litte decision for me... and it pisses me off... he wont let me chose my own classes... he wont let me choose my own job... and now, he is trying to say i cant go live with my mom... fuck him, i cna live where-ever i fucking please! it started off by me telling him that i think i might go ahead and drop spanish 4 and weightlifting... seriously whats the point? if i have to have the surgery there will be no more weightlifting, and spanish 4 just doesnt seem like it will do much for me... seriously what would i need it for? but then he goes on about how he doesnt want me getting out of schhol too much earlier than he gets off work, because he doesnt want me getting in trouble!!! wdf??? ever heard of a little trust?!?!?! guess not, so then he says well what if i go talk to your counselor and make you have a full schedual... so i told him, i would go live with my mom... and he says fine when we get home call her... and so i said i would... havent yet but i plan to in the morning... so i dont know wdf is going on... i dont want to move but i dont want to live with him... and on the way home, every car that went by i was wishing that it would hit us head on and i would die... i cant fucking stand him... man i wish i culd just be there with yall... i wish i had good job there, and i could live on my own... because i dont really want to live with either of my parents... my mom is a liar most of the time, she pretends to care about stuff, that she doesnt... my dad is like a control freak... and i hate both of them... but whatever i dont fucking care right now... i dont care if i wake up in the morning...