weird....
things are so weird right now... brandon and me are on the verge of just killing each other, or so it seems, he seems like hes pissed at me... im not mad at him, but everything that comes out of his mouth seems to be something negative about me... as if my self esteem isnt already low enuff... but whatever... and then theres this thing about a girl i like, but it can never be possible, well at least thats what i think... but supposedly anything is possible... but i dont know if its for sure... i really hope its not... because then this town will seem even worse.. because it seems as though only bad things come from this town... i already hated it, but then after this summer... i dont know if im ever gonna come back here... besides my family there would only be sadness, and more lonliness...