if you were my kidney's I would punch you in the throat right now
So I was having abdominal pains all weekend and trouble peeing and it got pretty bad yesterday morning so I went to urgent care. I sat there for 5 hours, so they could tell me it was a UTI which I could have told them when I walked in, and they gave me a prescription. I filled it and took it, and two hours later I was bent over in so much pain I was crying. I tried to make it to my house but half way there I had been crying so much and it hurt so bad I had to pull over to throw up. I decided to just go to the ER cause I couldn't stand it anymore. So I drive myself to the ER cause my mom can't drive and I sat there for about 5 hours before I got into a room, and after the blood work and x-rays and ct scans and all that shit they tell me that the infection spread to my kidneys and my white blood cell count was almost two times higher than it was supposed to be. They said if I hadn't come in for them to give me medicine and take care of me, I probably would have had kidney failure and ended up needing a transplant because my white blood cells were shutting down my kidneys. I sat there hooked to an IV for 4 hours and felt much better after all the morphine and everything. My friend who was there with me brought me home and we finally got to bed at 7 am. I have 5 prescriptions I'm taking, two of which are very strong pain killers, that I don't think I will take much of because I'm not a fan of pain killers. My purse looks like a pharmacy, or like I'm a drug addict haha
But wait! It gets better!
My friend dropped me off at the ER today to pick my car up and bring it home (since I drove myself last night), and two miles away from the hospital some fucking douche bag hit me going 50! He was driving parallel to me but he just decided to swing over two lanes into my fucking lane. If there hadn't been a curb and I hadn't swerved in the way i did I think my car would have flipped. There was a second when I thought it was going too. The dumbass tried to run away but I caught up to him and confronted him. He's going to pay for it all, but for a good 2 weeks I can't open my passenger door and my car looks horrible. :(
but through all of this....life is still amazing! I have Ted, and Jenny made being at the hospital actually kind of fun. I'm really glad I have such amazing possitive people in my life. I feel like for the first time in like 2 years the friends around me are real people who are doing things with their lifes. Not just wasting away because they are teenagers and the only thing that's important to them is the next time they will get fucked up. The poeple I'm friends with now, are people I can be friends with forever. They genuinly care about me and about life. I love it. :)
But wait! It gets better!
My friend dropped me off at the ER today to pick my car up and bring it home (since I drove myself last night), and two miles away from the hospital some fucking douche bag hit me going 50! He was driving parallel to me but he just decided to swing over two lanes into my fucking lane. If there hadn't been a curb and I hadn't swerved in the way i did I think my car would have flipped. There was a second when I thought it was going too. The dumbass tried to run away but I caught up to him and confronted him. He's going to pay for it all, but for a good 2 weeks I can't open my passenger door and my car looks horrible. :(
but through all of this....life is still amazing! I have Ted, and Jenny made being at the hospital actually kind of fun. I'm really glad I have such amazing possitive people in my life. I feel like for the first time in like 2 years the friends around me are real people who are doing things with their lifes. Not just wasting away because they are teenagers and the only thing that's important to them is the next time they will get fucked up. The poeple I'm friends with now, are people I can be friends with forever. They genuinly care about me and about life. I love it. :)