Nov 30, 2009 04:55
I love going home and having my thoughts go in new directions. It's so nice to feel excited about life and looking at all the possibilities in the world in a positive way. I don't like my constant worry over the future/money/success, but even with that it feels nice to get away from state college and my petty worries here and cyclical thought patterns that constrain me.
I am so excited to get out of this town. I have itchy feet. My Thanksgiving break was awesome even though I didn't do particularly crazy things. I love my friends, and going home to a good group of people makes me so happy.
New York was really cool despite my slow reluctant realization that my cousins and I are growing apart. Being back in a city reminded me how energized I can become and how much I want to have friends around to go to the city or explore new places or just go anywhere together. I really need to find a job for next semester so I can afford to travel and just see things.
tired. should do physics hw. will probably fall asleep.