Nov 08, 2004 10:12
you are right.
we dont have the answers.
I am waiting on the One who does.
If He doesnt, then I have to find another way to know what i should do.
I will keep you "posted".
You are never far from my heart,
Know that i love you and
know that you have been my best friend, will be my best friend,
and it isnt likely anything will change that.
I just have to keep trusting Him to tell me what to do.
Where to go from here,
I am sure He will speak, maybe in a whisper, but I wont move until i hear clearly.
if i stay focused and patient, and keep my ears and heart open to Whatever He desires for me, I know He will direct me in the way i should go.
I cant take a step without Him telling me it is in the right direction.
I cant take a breath without Him giving me air,
my life depends on Him and if i act hastily and dont seek His face, I might step out of His favor, and my life would not be worth living.
I have come to depend FULLY on Him, and look constantly for His guiding Spirit, and direction.
He knows what the future holds, I dont.
SO i must trust that if i follow Him, He wont give me more than i can handle.
My life depends on these moments, it will determine what the next moments hold, and what my heart can handle, and what I allow my heart to feel, good or bad.
I just want to make sure i dont step out of His will, not even for a second.
It could change the rest of our lives.