i know, that is why i didnt tell you my worries... bc i know that you would get tired of trying to convence me that youll be around. I am not only worried youll leave, i feel that with a lot of people, sometimes even my Heavenly Dad(maybe losing my earthly one made me fear tha, dumb that something soooo far gone still affects me now, haha. Anyways, my heart knows you care about me, but my head still worries, and stresses. i guess God isnt done teaching me to have total faith. He will keep workin on me, till i understand. It isnt anything you do, it is just me, and so i write thoughts out here so that i can learn to let them out, and not burden you with them. I figured you hardly ever read my journal, so you wouldnt have to be listening to all my stupid worries and stressing. And i know that you want to understand me, i wish you did, but i end up feeling like it is my fault for not being a good communicator or something. Anyways, some things arent anyone's fault and just happen that way. I guess this is one of them.
Thanks for sticking around regardless. -your BFFE- :)ha .ange.
Anyways, my heart knows you care about me, but my head still worries, and stresses. i guess God isnt done teaching me to have total faith. He will keep workin on me, till i understand. It isnt anything you do, it is just me, and so i write thoughts out here so that i can learn to let them out, and not burden you with them. I figured you hardly ever read my journal, so you wouldnt have to be listening to all my stupid worries and stressing. And i know that you want to understand me, i wish you did, but i end up feeling like it is my fault for not being a good communicator or something. Anyways, some things arent anyone's fault and just happen that way. I guess this is one of them.
Thanks for sticking around regardless.
-your BFFE- :)ha
.ange.
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