HAS ANYTHING CHANGED????
i sit here thinking tonite.
it is something i do most nights.
i was thinking about what the future holds.
what the past has held.
what is happening right now in my life.
all of this baffles me.
it is a little overwhelming at times.
to see time passing by.
i wonder if it will ever stop and let me catch my breath.
i sit here realizing i keep treading the same path, i have tread for SEVEN YEARS!
i keep expecting the endings to change, but the path is still the same.
how can i be so blind to these things.
How come i am still wandering.
will i ever find the path to lead me to MY home?
will i ever be satisfied with myself, right where i am?
i have missed out on so much.
i wish i could stop life, for a while.
absorb what has taken place.
and then maybe i would be ready to let you go, again.
maybe i would be able to take on whatever it is life might throw at me.
i know i cannot do this alone,
so i am reminding myself to trust in YOU!
YOU face it all with me.... how comforting.
Thank YOU so much.
so i ask myself, how much has changed,
am i really that different,
have i grown enough to take on whatever the future brings me?
only time will tell.
ill take it on with YOU.
it is about YOU and me again.
i love it when it is just us two, even though it sometimes gets lonely.
good night!
it is something i do most nights.
i was thinking about what the future holds.
what the past has held.
what is happening right now in my life.
all of this baffles me.
it is a little overwhelming at times.
to see time passing by.
i wonder if it will ever stop and let me catch my breath.
i sit here realizing i keep treading the same path, i have tread for SEVEN YEARS!
i keep expecting the endings to change, but the path is still the same.
how can i be so blind to these things.
How come i am still wandering.
will i ever find the path to lead me to MY home?
will i ever be satisfied with myself, right where i am?
i have missed out on so much.
i wish i could stop life, for a while.
absorb what has taken place.
and then maybe i would be ready to let you go, again.
maybe i would be able to take on whatever it is life might throw at me.
i know i cannot do this alone,
so i am reminding myself to trust in YOU!
YOU face it all with me.... how comforting.
Thank YOU so much.
so i ask myself, how much has changed,
am i really that different,
have i grown enough to take on whatever the future brings me?
only time will tell.
ill take it on with YOU.
it is about YOU and me again.
i love it when it is just us two, even though it sometimes gets lonely.
good night!